坚持，不放弃，不抛弃

[前面的路還很遠， 

你可能會哭， 

但是一定要走下去，

 一定不能停。] 

-- 几米

前方的路，

很黑很暗；

路上的石头，有大的，有小的；

路很远，也很漫长

可是没有人会陪你一起走。

被石头绊倒，

一次又一次；

哭过

一遍又一遍；

可是

我不允许自己放弃。

如果放弃了，

之前走的路，

就是白费的了。

抛弃了自己的梦想，

我一辈子都不会快乐。

坚持，不放弃，不抛弃

这条路的另一边

一定会是光明的。

Pinocchio

Pinocchio
knows that his nose would grow,
if he lied.

But Pinocchio
also knows that he would not get a sweet either,
if he told the truth.

To lie or not to lie?

有谁？

学业遇到了瓶颈

真的好无助，好彷徨

已经快沉溺了

有谁

救救我？

真的很需要

很需要有人在我身边

给我鼓励跟支持

有谁会来呢？

Dead Man Walking

Sleepless night-

Days repeat,

monotonous,

and unhappy.

What's left is

this burnt out,

empty shell.

Dead man walking,

walking dead man..

Irresistibly

• 总是无法自拔的爱上他温柔的眼神

irresistibly,

and how pathetic..

The End

I wish I've known it earlier

so that I'll never have myself sunken too deep into darkness.

A great day to pick up those shattered pieces,

a great day to pick up smile.

This is The End.

Cloudless

The sky without cloud is so beautifully depressing.

Admiring this blue,irresistible.

Enjoying this insanity,

sinking to darkness,

never wish to be rescued.

堕落

我看着她一错再错，

我不能说些什么，

我只能静静地看着她…

她不会听，

也不会停，

她在享受着那黑暗，

不需要任何的救赎，

堕落得无法自拔。

不会说话

很无奈吧？

很失望吧？

我们之间的距离越来越远。

是你不说话？

还是我不对你说谎？

____________________

对不起，朋友。

我不会对别人诉说我的心声，

更不会表达…

要怎么让你知道，

你对我而言是多么的珍贵？

请不要离开，

Stay by my side.

风

我是一阵风，

只是温柔的走过；

离开的时候，

不会留下任何的痕迹。

你在哪里？

我知道

身边有一个时时刻刻都在我身边，

守护着我的天使。

可是有一天，我感觉到他不见了……

What am i fighting for?

What am i fighting for?

I have been studying, studying and studying..

Since when those eyes looked so dead?

Something inside my heart has died

or did i forget something..?

Lost in the foreign land

and i'm alone,

...fighting alone

Warmth

Now they left. The Malaysian students are moving in. I'm surprised for their sudden coming.

For no reason, I feel awkward.
This awkward feeling maybe the warmth that comes to me, so suddenly..
This little warmth slipped into my heart like sunlight, my heart is nurtured..

But i want to embrace this warmth for a bit longer ..I wish i could.

My room

I've been spending more than a year staying in this hostel room.
This room,i have never called it as my home.I called this room as my 'study room'
I eat, I drink, I watch, I play, I study and I sleep in this room,on the same table. I truly dislike this small room. It's not just empty but cold..

Every semester,Erasmus students come in and out. If i'm lucky enough i could get to know them and have them as my friends. But I've tired of these meetings and separations. I simply don't like this feeling..

Thus, I've no longer interested in making friends with them. This year I live with three french Erasmus students. We usually don't talk with each other except with the polite 'hi' if we meet.

Cold...the word that i will use to describe here.

I can

I can,

I will,

I know I can

crush all the obstacles down.

母亲节

今年没能跟妈一起庆祝母亲节..

去年，明年，后年甚至大后年，都没办法回去...

在国外念书，牺牲是难免的，更何况我是在念医科呢？

我在这里，能为妈做的就只有好好地照顾自己，开开心心地念书。

因为妈对我说过：“你开心，我就开心了。”
妈...你就是那么的温柔。

————————————————————————————————————

今年,没能给她什么母亲节礼物，

我只能给她一个母亲节的承诺：

“我会努力读完医科的，或许不能做到最好的那一位，但我一定会尽力的！”

妈，母亲节快乐！

Walls

I never built these walls to keep people out.

I built them to see who cares enough to take the time to knock them down.

蒲公英的约定 II

五月，春天

蒲公英已经在蓝天飞翔

我还记得我们蒲公英的约定 II

你呢？

不爱说话

其实 我不是不爱说话

其实 我和别的女生一样，会讲个不停

只是每次有心事想找别人述说的时候

他们都比我抢先讲了

最后 我也只好把的所有事情都收在心里，

默默地承担...

但我依然能过得很好 =）

Alice

so Alice went back to her world,

left nothing in Wonderland

She knows,definitely,

because her heart tells.

The more she sees Mr Bunny,

the more she doesn't want to leave.

She had fell for Mr bunny for so long...

unclenched

You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest

that it leaves your arms too full to embrace the present;

I will not seize those little happiness i have it now

I want the true happiness,

for You and Me.

Happiness

Knowing that happiness won't come on its own

i would rather look for myself

that's why i like to travel around

to let those little triumph to fill the emptiness in my heart

What's love?

I wonder what is love..

Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness;

but at the same time it brings out jealousy,despair,hopelessness,destruction .....

If i have had known that

i would have my heart buried..

Can i be weak, sometimes?

When i'm feeling down,

I wonder why...

family will tell me to be strong,

hold on, and don't shed a tear..

I wonder why...

friends will turn their back to me

when i said: 'I'm not okay at all..'

I wonder why...

there's no one will say:

'It's okay to be weak sometimes. '

They do not know,

I'll get tired of being tough too..

给好友

我想，掩饰是你隐藏自己的一种方法

就像是向日葵一样，

愈是开得灿烂，愈是隐藏更多的伤痛。

我不知道发生了什么事情，

能让你把自己的情感复杂化，

我只想要你能找到属于自己的快乐。

如果流星真的划过眼前的天空，

我会为我的好友与家人许愿，

祝你们幸福、快乐和平安。

(I really mean it. That's not a joke u dummy ..)

I'm with you

虽然我们的距离有十万八千里

但是至少

我们仰望同一片蓝天白云

印度和捷克的天空，应该还是一样的好看吧？

对不起，

你需要我的时候，

我总是不在……

Depression knocks

' Let the emptiness and loneliness consume my soul... '

I have a friend that had depression-

He, depressed for nothing.

I wasn't able to understand that time. I think humans should have a reason to be depressed for.

But i was totally wrong.Now i know that kind of feeling.

The feeling of hopeless.

You and Me

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.

But

people do see differences in you and me

Because

Us against them all

雨树的故事

“ 我不要我们的关系有进一步的发展，我只喜欢这样的我们...”

雨树，是我的笔名，也是我喜欢的一种松树。

雨树这个名字, 其实是我自己想出来的。

在中学的时侯，由于学校离我家蛮远的，所以必须要每天乘搭巴士到车站，

然后再转车到学校。

而我总是期待能看到松树下的那个他。第一次看到他的情景就是：

阳光从树荫射下，他站在树下，灿烂地笑着。

我喜欢他的笑容，仿佛载着阳光，是十分的温暖跟实在的。

无论是雨天或是阴天，他的笑容，足以让所有的事物变得美好。

所以雨树这个名字，也是因他而有感而发……

我坚持的

“ 我坚持的

都值得坚持吗？

我所相信的

就是真的吗？

如果我敢追求

我就敢拥有吗？

而如果都算了

不要呢？”

每次在准备考试的时候

就一定会想起这首歌

因为 这样才让我更清楚看到我该走的方向

累

考不完的考试

读不完的书

...

身心早已疲惫

灵魂早已饥渴

...

可是

这是我选择的路

这是我要的理想

...

我还是会继续下去

我的梦

...

《倒带》

《倒带》

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　
说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及 才知道我可爱　
我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　
一个人假日发呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　
你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　
最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　
你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　
我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　
过去甜蜜在倒带　只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待　被你一次次摔坏　
已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　
最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　
你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开

因为你的不珍惜，所以

我离开了；

感谢你所给我的回忆，

快乐或难过，

我都会当作是一种收获。

Life is like a piano....

Its language is a language which the soul alone understands, but which the soul can never translate. ~Arnold Bennett

玫瑰

曾经有人说过：

“ 压力就像是玫瑰， 如果你不去摘她， 就不会被她的刺给刺伤。”

尽管如此

我还是会义无反顾地

被刺个遍体鳞伤

至到鲜血沾满片片花瓣..

—— 这就是我。

不再开花

终于

不必再承载别人的泪水..

所以

决定了

不再开花

即使 自己不再散发香气..

断了

不能承受再多的眼泪

花梗.... 断了

白色郁金香

郁金香必须承载的泪水，

多的连自己都无法呼吸，

可是会有人怜惜..？